life when you think about it...

an entire year just flew by..how??i have no idea..im still lost.i cant believ im NINETEEN already...it seems like i just turned eighteen yesterday...it feels like i was just clebrating my 18th at home with buddies..and now im nineteen??gosh..tell me about it..but i have to admit ive learnt a whole lot in this one year..i dont know bout the wat ive achieved part..but still...a whole lot.. i can still remember what my kawan baik used to say in high school..haha.. 'how now ar jareen?u okay anot?? hmm so how??' and today 'happie nineteen my kawan baik..so old edi my kawan baik..when you coming back?' either way i reply with a laugh... those were the days when we could not wait to leave school.. now i miss those days...miss him being there saying a thousand words even when he is not speaking...miss you kenzie (: this are teh things that never tend to leave you even when a whole year flies.. when u jump from being EIGHteen to a more mature NINEteen*yeah right..mature... lol...heehee... so you people better learn to appreciate watever you have..cause no one knows when everything is going to come to an end...im not regretting..its just experience..some good and some bad..friends..love..guys...clubbing..style..party..attitude..all changes with time...its nobody's fault..it is how we are made...so today im nineteen..in a year ill be 20..and time is never going to stop..but the one thing that follows me throughout are experiences..memories and the people who have uncountable and unstopable love for me...those who never fail to put a smile on my face*hehe* i want to thank all those who had the time to even send me an sms or a msg on facebook to wish me..its the thought that counts...my only wish i that i get into the degree course that i want to so my dad* would me amazingly proud of me...*i love u daddy* im going to penang tomorow with dancer boy* things are rather complicated ere..*smooche* giggle..like always... but still will try to upload pics tomorow...(= :D:D:D so...all in all these are just days..whatever you call it..special days..in teh end its still daays..its how you spend the entire year that actually counts..make it really MEMORABLE or make it just a year ful of regrets...hmmm i chooose to leave it to faith..as always... whatever that doesnt kill YOU makes YOU stronger* i must say it is a very well put phrase..no doubts it carries a whole lot of meaning in my life.. its either u make a huge impact on peoples life or.. u live and die not knowing wat you could have done and didnt do... so A whOLE NEW YEAR!!!! (: hopefully this tiem fewer regrets and mistakes..but more great memories and laughter.... and im glad i spent this birthday with a birthday supper with kirath and prachin..*thanks for the good time* and ofcourse you* for making it feel like it is a special day in the end... looking forward to spending more time with you* love love love nineteen years of experience now..*heehee when you look into my eyes,i feel like the whole world is mine,,, when you hold my hand,i feel well protected... when you listen,,i feel spoiled... when you smile,i forget the meaning of tears.. mostly when your just around,,i dont feel alone *smooche*