people always leave..why??

i wake up at 11 and then i realise my bestie's boyfriend had met and accident..on her birthday..and im miles away..seriously miles miles miles away..what do u do when the one person who has always been there for u through all the shit need u?? im so messed up right now..i so wish i was there..and i pray god will make everything right again..cause i cant imagine life without the two people i love... going back to being in perth??? well its alright..i still prefer kl..id give anything to be back in kl surrounded by the people i call friends..and also my mummy and daddy.. its weird but ive missed them so much since i got ere... happie birthday to my darling nash..may all her wishes come true... i hope her days turns to being awesome... and god pls pls make sure evreything is fine with kevin... i hate accidents and i hate people leaving.... but why do they??? a weird and complicated way of how our lifes are made.i completely dont agree.. the man upstairs should think before he plans our lifes and faith... and all the complications that come with it.... my cousin sonia has been awesoem throughout.... she has been there for me even when i had no one and couldnt even speak to nash... i love the people who care....who always been there nomater what... so i really dont want this day to be bad... i want everyone to stop leaving.... and happie birthday again to my bestest friend in the world.....