don't like the vibes I'm getting today.

i don't know why, but that song russian roulette

by rihanna is stuck in my head o.O

and i miss my papa now.i wished i could pick the phone and tell him how much he means to me.cause deep inside i know he's my world and i love him more than words can say i only wish he knew and understood me and loved me for who i am 3 weeks or less for my finals.sighs.i hate uni now.so much of studying studying and STUDYING.issshhhhhhhhh but days arent that bad sometimes. shopping with the boyf was awesome. trying to ground myself but hopefully it works.hehehehehe just wanna pass my papers.pweeeeeese pweeeeeeeeeease pweeeeeeeeeeese *fingerscrossed* and these are the guys.sho sho cuteeeeeeeee :):) im terrified but im nt leaving.i really need to put a smile to my papa's face.and stonie i loveeeeeeeee him a whole lot.he means a lot to me.and i cant imagine my life without him.im so stressed out now.damn so need alcohol.hehehehehe. just to calm me down i guess???? i love the me when im around you.you just feel so real. i love being me.being your baby.being your muffinmctuffin.i do i do i do.but soemtimes things get so out of hand i know.i guess thats life right?? and i miss my baby sis too.fuck life is so unpredictable.i effing hate it now.im so bloody tired of life!!!!!-_-