im going insane

i would rather loose my life than loose you :)


i think ima start talking to my blog more.since i dont want to tell HIM anymore of my problems.
I dont want the same thing to happen if i tell him whats wrong.but the truth is im srsly sick of this.sick of ppl around me.sick of being bored.u knw what?i dun care ive failed engineering.yah i did.SO WHAT?its over now.and im good enough.whatever i do,ill be good.i knw that.and i dont need to prove it to anyone.noone at all!

cause i knw myself better than anyone else.im gonna suceed in whatever i decide to do.maybe this was faited that i wouldnt be an engineer.ive thought about it.i realised its no big deal.im jareen after all.
in whatever i try next ill be sure to be the best at it.
i love me.i dont care if YOU dont.or THEY dont.
i dont give a fuck.
I FUCKING KNW IM GOOD ENOUGH.

so yah i am gonna do it.
i dont need anyone to tell me that.
and for the record my parents can do what teh fuck they want to.i DONT CARE.
cause i think nomatter what happened im still good enough :)

loves.