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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

ItS My LIfE dUN tRY jUdGiNG ME jUsT cZ IVe hAd A BAd YeAR N a GUy WHO bRokE mY hEArT In2 a MiLLIon PIeCES AnD DEn JuSt LeFT Me JusT LYk DaT...
iM aWay 4rm HoMe..IM aWAy 4Rm KL...ITs HaRD But im TryInG tO aDApT...
I haV LimItEd FWnS aNd DIs SmAll BunCH juST mEAnS a LOt TO mE oKaYY??
WiToUT DEm My UNi WuDnt b My UnI.... iTs TeRm 3 AnD iLl b BaCk In KL in 3 moNthS..
HECTICstressfullASSIGNMENTSprojectsBOREDOMdramaBITCHINGcompetitionBACKSTABBINGgossipsSTUDYstudySTUDY....
dis is the world i live in...
difficult much??
u bet......
im 18 n dis is my 1st tym away 4rm home n fwns...
gimmeabreakpeoplecauseidohavfeelingsunoe????????????????????????????????????
bff's and bro's...hmmm wats common is both are the ppl hu never fail to make u smile and laugh ech n evytym u need one....my bff is just so him...ill neva survive witout himm.I LOVE U LOADS BFF..N I HAD AN AWESOME TYM SHOPPING LAST WEEKEND...*tho v spent over the budget..*
lols....hahaahahha.......
:DDDDD IJUSTLOVESHOPPING...hahaahah
my mr cartoon hu neva fails to be der for me...the sweetest bro in d world....
v did the bucket list the other nyt...
will post it year sum other tym......
he noes just wat to say and i noe i can tell dem evytin...
trust?not really...
its everlasting fwnship...
dats greater den any bond in d world...
clement and kirath thx for being the friends dat never let me dwn..not even once...
ImiSsUYoUmYdArLiNgLilBrOtHEr...sHo ShO MUcH.....huGGiEs...
awww...isnt he the sweeetest thing ever???
haha...
cookiesbiscuitssnacksjunkfoodshoppingfruitjuicechocolatescandyicecreamchinesefoodmcd....
im addicted to the song always be my baby by david cook...Y?cz mr i dun love u anymore jareen,,used to sing it to me a whole lot...v foght ydy..and den he said sumtin dat hurt me..he said he edi fucked off out of my life ...den i realised OMG its true..he did...!!!???****!!!!!so f***ing annoying to have an argument wif the JERK whom broke and shatterd ur heart in2 a million pieces..the worst part is he is leavin in feb..yea hosting sum show in europe..i noe he will definately forget me..and its for the gwd...he'll b *meeting new chicks nad all dat crap he loved doing...*godd!!i guess...
but im still E-M-O-ING man!!ishhhh.....me and my heart!!! i just wished i got my happie ending...*wish i got wat i want*
ur wtf attitude shattered my heart into a million pieces just lyk dat.... ........picturesthatsaywatsinurheart.....
my life in the past was a jigsaw puzzle dat shaterred into a million pieces and not even a single piece cud b found.....im trying to pick up all d pieces and build my life all over again just hoping next year wud b a gwd year...WISHMELUCKPEOPLE!!!!
___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ people who speak to u and listen wen evytin else is falling apart...and mean it wen they say they are ere for u now..and always...

the handsome dat noes wat to say and reminds me dat im not alone.......

thanks* ur a veryy nice handsome...

hugs...

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hmm not sure bout christmaS PLANS yet...mans asked me join him n the buddies to genting...im still tinking...

holidays+FRIENDS=ENJOYment

but money money...hahaaha

ishhh if onli i cud win a lotery...haha

im trying to continue life as usual but lil things remind me of him n den i realised i did love him wif all my heart...

THERE ARE SO MANY VOICES DAT WANT TO BE HEARD,

SO MUCH TO MENTION BUT I CANT FIND THE WORDS....

*u always hurt me wen u say things lyk dat but u just dun care..its so simple for u...i dun mean anytin to u anymore..evytin was just lies..and i FELL for it..i did..i loved u wif all my heart....and i lost evytin...*

tears still do fall dwn but ive learnt dat one jerk ruined my life and i wont let dat happen again...

i loved u sean and just cause u broke off wif me it doesnt mean i can turn it off just lyk dat...

its not dat simple..for me...

*u were evyting dat i wanted and now ur gone*

*i admit i still love u*

*i wish u didnt break my heart*

7 comments:

The tree.you.me. said...

wao~
sumtimes i tink im not a so bff coz..i nv care abt ur feel everytime u mentioned abt d mr unoewho..u tried to tell ur bff ur feeling but seems like ur bff doesnt get and understand d 'hurt' tat ady written on ur face..until i saw tiz post..
tat's such a huge fiasco for me,as ur bff~
anyway,shopping was fun..if last tym v followed our plan n didnt follow PPL to penang,i guess that would b quite fun oso..
k,meet u at 7.30pm..dun b l8~
*i so wish ur bro is my bro too..he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ damn cute..

Anonymous said...

The fact that Clement called your bro damn cute, is funny.. Hahahaha.. Jk Jk.. Don't be mad ya clement.. Neways, I'm glad you told me about your life last night.. Glad i spend the whole night with you as well.. It was so random!! I'm again glad that everything happened.. Everything was perfect last night man.. Love ya lots babe.. I've gotten myself someone who feels the same as I do and can understand me like not most ppl can do. You went through what I did. Thanks yo for last night.. Looking forward to our next screwed up meeting. NEW YEAR!!!

Jareen Sidhu said...

im super duper glad too bebe...i love u so so much..mwahhh..im so glad dat v did dat ydy..was aweSOME..and i found such an aweSOME gurlfriend..v just clicked..and u get me lyk no one else can...looking forward to more random hanging out n paryting n ENJOYING...cz im glad v are girlfriends nw..i loved THE bunch..evyone is so..GREAt..love love love...
*too CRAZIER moments wif clement,u and THE bunch*
huggies.....and FUN all the way....

Anonymous said...

OMG......i look so funny in the picture........T.T

u can tell me whatever stuff u want i ready to listen....haha....cheer

Jareen Sidhu said...

aww..haha..thx jin wei..u guys are the bestest buddies eva...
btw u dun look funny..i lyk dat pic..cute..
:D
neways love love love all of u...
huggies

Jareen Sidhu said...

heyy clement,,ur a superb bff yea...
dun worry..its just dat sometymes i get EMO...haha..i admit i feel hurt n stuf but ill get 2rgh it and i mite forget him sumday..cz i hav fwns lyk u..im so glad uve alwis been der 4 me..thx so so much...lots of love...
*i dun noe wat ill eva do witout u*

Anonymous said...

haha......haha....no comment.....haha....'love' u too........

support u 4ever ya.....^^