THE most RANDOM awesome HOLIDAY ever that started wif the chrismas of year 2008 AND the begining of a whole NEW year..... the above is no other den the mr u noe hu...(its up2u to figure out) i had the most random holiday eva all the way 4rm genting to kl to jb and bak to kl and den bak ere..AIMST... dats y ive been lost for two weeks...i just hav been busy wif my holiday..the most unplanned one ive eva had... it gets better... THE ex is no longer the ex... yea... and then there were lots of ppl getting high n dancing in a video of a copy version of disturbia.. a NOT SO HOT version tho..unlyk the ORIGINAL..lol... me n nash gt kinda crazy..*winks* so dey say PICTURES SAY A THOUSAND WORDS....wonder how true is dat.... yea dis is me being tipsy....wif nashreen...on new years nyte or shud it be the very early early morning of 1st jan 2oo8..wen all d clubbing gt us GONE...hahaaha..SALIVATE is lyk the best place ever..my PURPLE dress..i miss my holiday...it was so unplanned dat no one knew wat v wer all gona do d next day...there was swimming...eating...crashing at nicks place...more eating...and drinking....and shopping...it was just so KL...lol its a whole new year...im getting older..so are my brains and evytin else around me...haha yet im still bringing along my past wif me... y?? cz the ex has moved on to the GUY or so for now..i tink... cz i just wish i knew wats in *his head... i hav no idea wat he wants or tinks... mayb dats the whole idea of being a guy... so complicated... bam bam bee dam bam bam bee dam dam.......................... tho im tone deaf but yeah...haha OMG seriously im so still in holiDAY mood nw.... my RESULTS?? omg i screwd up big tym.... sighing.... damn me n my heart... again its owned by the EX... wen was it nt? all the IMGETTINGOVERHIMSHIT...., SO DID NOT WORK I TELL U.... im bak in2 his arms... y?? all THE EVERLASTINGLOVEANDICANTLIVEWITOUTYOUSHIT.... bullshit... but den again im living proof of dat bullshit... wtf was i tinking wen i agreed to get bak wif him on christmas eve?? to be honest... IMFUCKINGSICKINTHEHEADCAUSEIMINLOVEWIFMYEX... yea..dats y.... but the holiday was awesome.... acoholbullshitwasfuckingawesome... mebeingtipsywasgreat... ilearnttolaughagain... ANDclubbingwascool... the SHOPPING was shopppingggg lyk mad mad mad.... medancingmyassoffwas heehehehehe.... i did dance my ass off...*winks* and i did spent new year wif my ex... AND the cuzzin n fwns.... it was TWO WHOLE WEEKS OF PURE FUN N AWESOME-NESS..... exactly WAT I ALWAYS WANTED.... partyingclubbingshoppingdrinkingandhim!!!! ......................................den y am i EMOING again???............................................................... i just hope dis tym its all real....i dun wanna loose u again bebe...i love u..i really do... but u keep hurting me over n over... sumtymes i just tink dat mayb i was just a holiday fling.... nothing more den a spur of d moment... tears fall wen dat comes to my mind... but no one will eva noe... not me... but u* my bebe was great..being treated lyk a princess the entire tym,..heehee..sumone so so happie..smiling all d way..obviously minus all the arguing...but yeah it was sweet... nash...i had a gwd tym at her hse...even the bro jeppy was super nice..hoping our fwnship wud stay strong cz those days we spent 2gtr were aWESOME...shopppinglykmadCAUSEwearetwomadcrazynuttybesties... love love love nick and the brothers were fun and jag is so cool...evytin was just so nice.. ofcz v hav2 minus the negative points of the entire holiday...lol... but over all,,its one mEMORABLE one...definately one ill neva eva forget... *i just hope u really do love me and tink of me as ur gal and not just another holiday fling of urs...